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Re: Health (Mental and Physical)

Postby Krakin » Fri Sep 17, 2021 3:45 pm

Jumper wrote:
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I remember that one time I posted on here that I would runaway from my sister's house if I didn't get what I wanted for my birthday.
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As it turned out, this had almost nothing to do with presents and more to do with the fact that I was overwhelmed at the fact of going to physical school again after about a year after my mom passed. I pretended to take the trash out, but had another bag with me that contained my Wii, a couple games, and a hoodie. I walked a ways down a few streets and turns to a ditch, and attempted to drown myself 3 times in the stream that ran below. Something stopped me from killing myself though, I don't know if the fear of dying took over or if something crossed my mind that gave me a reason to keep living. I just got up and layed on a toppled tree trunk for the rest of the evening, and cried until I had no tears left, since I knew my sisters would kill me the second I came back. Not to mention I was muddy and flithy from the water and I slid and cut myself on the way down to the stream. As a bonus, I lost my pair of Nike slides in the river too, so I walked home barefoot.
There was also some other periods where it seemed like I was drunk or something from the way I posted.
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This was beacuse I actually was, a little bit at least. I only drank around the equivalent of a cup or so out of whatever alcohol I could find (hennessy, vodka, tequila, truly, even whiskey); I definitely didn't drink myself into a stupor, although a couple times I had too much at once and threw up. Speaking of which, how I got my hands on alcohol in the first place was through my sister, and she didn't know about it for the longest time up until recently, when she drank a shot from a bottle and discovered that there was water in it. She claims she knows I was the one who drank some of it and put water in it so she wouldn't notice, because she saw me do it on the nanny cam. Because of this, I can't be left home alome anymore.
I've always had a bad habit of getting into other people's things growing up, and it hasn't seemed to go away with age. I'm pretty sure I'm disabled, even though my siblings swear up and down that I don't have any disabilities, based off of some potentially outdated medical records; I haven't had a checkup or anything in years.
I have seen your posts in the past (the drunk posts, how your sister acted, etc.), and I do feel bad for the situation that you're in.
Sorry to hear about your mother's passing; I understand what you're going through (hell, 4 days ago was the 2nd year since my dog Mac died), especially when they're close to you.

While it is upsetting to hear that you almost committed suicide, I'm glad that you're still here.
I'm sorry if it doesn't seem genuine, because I'm not good at comforting those who are depressed/suicidal, and also because it's 3 in the morning here.

Just wondering, do you have any relatives that live closeby (besides your sister)?
Not exactly, my aunt, one of my uncles and great-grandmother on my mom's side live in the same state as me, but pretty far away, and my brother is on the run from authorities afaik. I can tell anyone interested more about the situation in a p.m if they want; I feel like it'd be too much to write here.
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Re: Health (Mental and Physical)

Postby Jumper » Fri Sep 17, 2021 6:34 pm

Rhosty wrote:
Fri Sep 17, 2021 3:45 pm
Jumper wrote:
Fri Sep 17, 2021 4:18 am
Rhosty wrote:
Fri Sep 17, 2021 2:46 am
I remember that one time I posted on here that I would runaway from my sister's house if I didn't get what I wanted for my birthday.
depressing stuf: show
As it turned out, this had almost nothing to do with presents and more to do with the fact that I was overwhelmed at the fact of going to physical school again after about a year after my mom passed. I pretended to take the trash out, but had another bag with me that contained my Wii, a couple games, and a hoodie. I walked a ways down a few streets and turns to a ditch, and attempted to drown myself 3 times in the stream that ran below. Something stopped me from killing myself though, I don't know if the fear of dying took over or if something crossed my mind that gave me a reason to keep living. I just got up and layed on a toppled tree trunk for the rest of the evening, and cried until I had no tears left, since I knew my sisters would kill me the second I came back. Not to mention I was muddy and flithy from the water and I slid and cut myself on the way down to the stream. As a bonus, I lost my pair of Nike slides in the river too, so I walked home barefoot.
There was also some other periods where it seemed like I was drunk or something from the way I posted.
stupid stuf: show
This was beacuse I actually was, a little bit at least. I only drank around the equivalent of a cup or so out of whatever alcohol I could find (hennessy, vodka, tequila, truly, even whiskey); I definitely didn't drink myself into a stupor, although a couple times I had too much at once and threw up. Speaking of which, how I got my hands on alcohol in the first place was through my sister, and she didn't know about it for the longest time up until recently, when she drank a shot from a bottle and discovered that there was water in it. She claims she knows I was the one who drank some of it and put water in it so she wouldn't notice, because she saw me do it on the nanny cam. Because of this, I can't be left home alome anymore.
I've always had a bad habit of getting into other people's things growing up, and it hasn't seemed to go away with age. I'm pretty sure I'm disabled, even though my siblings swear up and down that I don't have any disabilities, based off of some potentially outdated medical records; I haven't had a checkup or anything in years.
I have seen your posts in the past (the drunk posts, how your sister acted, etc.), and I do feel bad for the situation that you're in.
Sorry to hear about your mother's passing; I understand what you're going through (hell, 4 days ago was the 2nd year since my dog Mac died), especially when they're close to you.

While it is upsetting to hear that you almost committed suicide, I'm glad that you're still here.
I'm sorry if it doesn't seem genuine, because I'm not good at comforting those who are depressed/suicidal, and also because it's 3 in the morning here.

Just wondering, do you have any relatives that live closeby (besides your sister)?
Not exactly, my aunt, one of my uncles and great-grandmother on my mom's side live in the same state as me, but pretty far away, and my brother is on the run from authorities afaik. I can tell anyone interested more about the situation in a p.m if they want; I feel like it'd be too much to write here.
Oh, that sucks.

If you do feel more comfortable talking via pms, I understand. It is hard to share things that happened in your life to anyone, especially random people on the internet.
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Itz_Show_Time » Mon Sep 20, 2021 9:37 am

God, I'm turning 15 years old today.
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Krakin » Tue Sep 21, 2021 3:54 am

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God, I'm turning 15 years old today.
Happy birthday! How does it feel to be one year older?
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Itz_Show_Time » Tue Sep 21, 2021 10:58 am

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Tue Sep 21, 2021 3:54 am
Happy birthday! How does it feel to be one year older?
Thanks! It feels like hell.
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Krakin » Wed Sep 22, 2021 9:26 pm

Haha that's what it felt like for me too
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Cedur » Sun Oct 17, 2021 9:00 am

Very late @Scroll but happy belated birthday!

Also I hit 300 notifications, I'm going down the Mosaic drain
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Itz_Show_Time » Sun Oct 17, 2021 10:55 am

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Very late @Scroll but happy belated birthday!

Also I hit 300 notifications, I'm going down the Mosaic drain
Thank you dude!

Sad to see you're slowly moving on from the community.
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Postby Ness-Wednesday » Fri Nov 19, 2021 6:51 pm

My favorite radio station flipped the switch to 24/7 Christmas music nearly two hours ago. It's a relief after going through a lot of stress this fall. Holiday music has a nostalgic feeling that helps me calm down and smile.
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby thegameseum » Sat Nov 20, 2021 3:13 am

Since I live in the US, I have all of next week off of school because of Thanksgiving. Pretty glad, as school was starting to become a bit too much for me.
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Re: User Talk & Personal Stuff

Postby Itz_Show_Time » Sun Nov 21, 2021 12:22 pm

I moved to Mexico last month along with my mom and step dad. We're doing good so far, but I miss Venezuela like nothing.
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